My life without you

I hate sleeping in my own bed.

Not only is it extremely uncomfy, but it is also a twin bed, in my room, secluded from everyone else. I haven’t slept in my own bed since I don’t know when. And its not so much as having someone to cuddle with you, its just having someone elses company there. Someone else that you can say goodnight to.

I honestly didn’t think,

That I could be this happy without you. I thought you were my happiness. I thought that I always had the best time with you, but that’s not true at all. I have so much fun with my family, my friends, and the new people I have met that I would have never knew if we didnt end things. Thank you for telling me that you don’t love me anymore. Now I can find someone who does.

I just have so much anger built up against you. And as soon as I start feeling bad, I want you to be there, but your not.